Is it possible to be home sick for your husband? Well, I think so. Darrin is my family, the only person that I have down here in California and he is gone all of the time. He has had to work some CRAZY hours lately and has to go out of town a lot. I am just complaining because it is night time and I HATE being home alone at night. I am home sick for my hubby!!!! ( Don't get me wrong, he has a nice boss, and has a job in a terrible economy, so I am thankful for that- just complaining to complain)
I spent the night at my friend, Kathryn, last night, I was joking with her that it's sad that my husband and her husband have stayed in a hotel together more times than I have stayed in a hotel with my husband. (Tehe :)
I have also learned something about myself, I am not motivated to do anything when Darrin is away. I think of all of these great things to do to keep myself busy like cleaning my house, it is never perfect with kids, but instead, the minute I put my chitlens to bed I go on shutdown mode. I feel like a zombie. I want to sit on my couch, talk to fam and relax. I need to be more self motivated and reliant.
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